In the Quest for Normalcy!
Death is a deeply unsettling phenomenon. More so when it is the death of a loved one. It makes us question everything about life. It is a reminder of the transience of life. It slows down the speed of our ever fast-paced life and jolts it to a stop for those moments. Death ofcourse has been a cause of fear & panic for most. For me, it has always induced terror & panic, not just about my own life but much more about the life, health & well being of my loved ones. Each time I've lost someone close to me, I've felt an angst, anxiety & insecurity about those in my life. I've found it difficult to imagine my life without them in it. And the overthinker that I am, it has thrown my heart & mind into complete chaos & mayhem. In such times I've found myself in pursuit of normalcy to keep myself sane. With everything around in so much disarray, I've tended to desperately cling on to anything that will restore a sense of calm & order to my life ...